anxiety before marriage
i did not enjoy wedding planning, for the most part. i was getting married to the man i loved, and nothing could ruin that. at 10, i had my first panic attack and not a clue what was happening to me. my anxiety is a classic case of the self-fulfilling prophecy. that’s the thing with anxious people. when it came to my pre-wedding freakout, i thought, what if this anxiety means i am having doubts? i felt like an old-fashioned …